Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Ever since my pregnancy and the birth of my beautiful baby girl, my blog has changed its content. From movie review, work related matter and lovers thoughts to baby food and parenthood. I couldn't kept myself thinking how my life has changed from a career woman (who work long hours) to a stay at home mother (who still work long hours), from panicking whether the go live will go smoothly in my module to panicking why my daughter wouldn't want to eat her papaya.


Priority seems to shift too, all i can think now is her needs and everything about her. I've learn so much as a new mom, and had realized that being a stay at home mother was much tougher than a career woman. It requires 24/7 attention, no weekends and certainly no holidays.



Many had mentions how such a waste that I only stayed home with my daughter, while I can go and work and earned more money for the family. However, I've told those people that I wouldn't trade what I have now for anything in the world. I cherish every moment I have with my daughter, and Will continue in doing so until she is older and ready to face the world on her own. Though, I won't denied there were time , when I look at other woman who walked passed by me with their suit and laptop bag, and thinking...how I miss those days...but then I look down at my daughter face, and those thing doesn't seems to matter anymore. Am glad that I've choose to stay home and raise her and be with her, and am grateful for these blessing.

Lesson of motherhood

For mommies out there...Never leave your baby unattended!
Do not ever think that because they are small, they can only stay put..yeah rite...
I have to learn my lesson through a hard way, Chantal had fall from the bed!
It was on Sunday afternoon, the same day where we have just came home from the baby show. She was left on the bed (on the edge of the bed) for just a matter of second, then I hear a small thug, when I look at her direction ( which was facing down on the floor), my heart stop and she cried so loud when she looked at me. And me (panicy and also crying)...quickly took her from the floor, and I can see her left upper lips had swollen and her left chick was kinda reddish and brushes. I knew she must had been so traumatic, and couldn't stop crying. Even though her dad was trying to clam her down, she screams and screams for about half an hour. I kept telling her that I am so sorry that I left her there by herself. She eventually calm down after quiet a while, and laughing again when I let her played with the light switch. Then I bath her, and breastfeed her and let her snooze to sleep in my arms. Her swollen lips gradually disappear with the help of her daddy gel eye mask, though until today there's still a bit of bluish color on her left cheek.