I have just find out that my ankle are getting huge..
I don't know why, today when i was looking at my feet, i notice both my ankle are growing bigger. Bare in mind, i always has small ankle, that was the pride of my legs..DoooH!
I bet this things are one of those symthoms of preganancy, which will drive moms crazy, well..not all woman, maybe just me!
I like showing of my legs! Perhaps i should reduce my salt intake and drink plenty even more water than i used too..and Yes, EXERCISE! Gee,...it sounds so easy does it? The thing is, i don't have time to do some exercise, well, actually I DO, i just can't be bothered doing it, cz most of the time i will be too tired to do anything.
Maybe i just take a walk, doing window shopping, walking around a big mall like Pondok Indah Mall or something...or PS maybe?
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
I don't know why
Was feeling crampy this morning..
Starting when i was talking to one of our company's driver, telling him about how my mom was sick and how she was being treated. This women, who is a receptionist in our office kept cutting in and said something which totally out of my subject, and couldn't stop until i said so.
Then, around lunch, just before i get my lunch, my dear was talking to me on YM and was whinning about how difficult it was to get his KeyBCA to work properly, because he had change the address and that the new address wasn't not registered to the KeyBCA, to make matter worst, he has to go to the central bank to get it fix.
He was annoyed with all the procedure that he has to do, because he has moved to my place and has change his ID card address to the current address, and told me that his younger brother have had told him that it will be so much hazzle when you change your address and have to renew all document, including car registration, tax land, etc.
I couldn't take it anymore, can't handle the complaint, and tears was coming out of my eyes.
Starting when i was talking to one of our company's driver, telling him about how my mom was sick and how she was being treated. This women, who is a receptionist in our office kept cutting in and said something which totally out of my subject, and couldn't stop until i said so.
Then, around lunch, just before i get my lunch, my dear was talking to me on YM and was whinning about how difficult it was to get his KeyBCA to work properly, because he had change the address and that the new address wasn't not registered to the KeyBCA, to make matter worst, he has to go to the central bank to get it fix.
He was annoyed with all the procedure that he has to do, because he has moved to my place and has change his ID card address to the current address, and told me that his younger brother have had told him that it will be so much hazzle when you change your address and have to renew all document, including car registration, tax land, etc.
I couldn't take it anymore, can't handle the complaint, and tears was coming out of my eyes.
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
22 Weeks
Weight: Haven't jump on the scale lately.
Blood Pressure: 100/69
Been feeling really tired these couple of days. My maide had to go back home because her child was sick, thus me and my dear were helping each other to do things around the house.
Office was getting really crowded, all the sales people stayed in the office, preparing proposal or making calls to prospective client.
It's still 11 am and i'm already feeling tired and sleepy.
O well maybe i need to do some exercise or start swimming.
Blood Pressure: 100/69
Been feeling really tired these couple of days. My maide had to go back home because her child was sick, thus me and my dear were helping each other to do things around the house.
Office was getting really crowded, all the sales people stayed in the office, preparing proposal or making calls to prospective client.
It's still 11 am and i'm already feeling tired and sleepy.
O well maybe i need to do some exercise or start swimming.
Friday, May 19, 2006
Visit to 3D/4D U/S
Our appointment to see this specialist was scheduled on 18th may, at 7 pm in the evening, my dear will go straight from pulo gadung, while i will be taking cab instead, cause the parking was quiet impossible around that place.
My dear arrived first and already registered for the appointment, when we were pointed out where the doctor room was, there were a long queue sitting at a long sofa.
Finally, we were called in around 9ish, and spend 15 minutes inside, the doctor was so nice, as I lay down on the bed there, i was so surprise looking at my own tummy, apparently the bump look so obvious.
The tiny creature inside me has already has completed its transformation, though still look kinda skinny. My dear was worried because the baby look too skinny and asked the doctor, whether it was because the mother didn't accordingly. But the doctor said, it is normall for a baby to look that skinny when in its 18/19 weeks, no matter how much the mother eats, the baby will only absorb a small amount of food.
Everything looks fine he said, no abnormalities, though he still couldnt see the baby's sex yet. After meassuring my baby lenght and all, he said that i might be on labour late october, around 18 october. And I need to be more carefull, and not gets too tired, as he showed me that my placenta in to close to "jalur lahir", the normal lenght are 1.5 cm, while mine was 1.04 cm. This could trigger a bleeding in early pregnancy. He also said that if possible, we need to take some break from having sex for a month. :)
We went home, with 5 pictures of our baby. I'm so happy that my baby is so healthy and look normal dispite my placenta condition.
My dear arrived first and already registered for the appointment, when we were pointed out where the doctor room was, there were a long queue sitting at a long sofa.
Finally, we were called in around 9ish, and spend 15 minutes inside, the doctor was so nice, as I lay down on the bed there, i was so surprise looking at my own tummy, apparently the bump look so obvious.
The tiny creature inside me has already has completed its transformation, though still look kinda skinny. My dear was worried because the baby look too skinny and asked the doctor, whether it was because the mother didn't accordingly. But the doctor said, it is normall for a baby to look that skinny when in its 18/19 weeks, no matter how much the mother eats, the baby will only absorb a small amount of food.
Everything looks fine he said, no abnormalities, though he still couldnt see the baby's sex yet. After meassuring my baby lenght and all, he said that i might be on labour late october, around 18 october. And I need to be more carefull, and not gets too tired, as he showed me that my placenta in to close to "jalur lahir", the normal lenght are 1.5 cm, while mine was 1.04 cm. This could trigger a bleeding in early pregnancy. He also said that if possible, we need to take some break from having sex for a month. :)
We went home, with 5 pictures of our baby. I'm so happy that my baby is so healthy and look normal dispite my placenta condition.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
God, what a weekend
It was friday morning around 4 something am, when my dear received a phone call from my dad. My dad told him that he needed to go the hospital, cause he had just sliped in his bedroom. So dear and I were rushing down stairs to my parents bedroom, and found my dad was laying on his bed with hands covering his nose, there were some trace of blood from bathroom to where his bed was. My dad was telling us that he had fell down and hit the table near the bed, and eventually teared some part between his nose and his lips. I was so shocked, i couldn't think. I was scared, cause i never saw my dad in such a pain like that. We tried to get him up to go to the hospital, but he was saying his back hurts, and he was too weak to get up from the bed. We waited a couple of minutes when he finally get up, get dressed and walk out from the bedroom. By the time we arrived at the emergency room at MMC Hospital, we found out that my dad had been there a couple hours before with my younger brother, and the doctor had given him some medicine for his headache and some sleeping pils to help him sleep. That was the reason why he fell down and couldn't remember ever fell down. Though, the doctor said this won't happen if he stayed at the hospital that night.
After a couple of minutes waiting on the doctor to prepared to examined my dad, she came up to me and asked whether i want my dad wound to be treated by plastic surgery doctor or herself, i said it better if the plastic surgery doctor can attend to my dad wound. Then the nurse called the plastic surgent and asked if she could come in, or she wants to be pick up considering it was still early in the morning.
While waiting for the plastic surgent to be picked up, my dad was undergo some x-ray for his back problem, and a ct-scan for her head, in case something happen when he fell down.
The procedure took quiet a while, so i take care the administration and book a room for my dad. By the time my dad had finished all his x-ray and ct-scan, he was taken back to the emergency room, where the doctor will perform the surgery.
Before the procedure take place, i told the nurse and the doctor that my dad had been sweating all morning, and she said it might be from high sugar level that my dad had.
We waited for nearly an hour at the emergency room, while i called my mom, and message my older brother about what happen. The surgery went well, and the result was good, though the plastic surgeont said she won't keep my dad, and he can go home, as for his back complain and others, we have to wait for other specialist to come and see what happen to my dad. Therefore, they took my dad to normal room, so he can rest while waiting for the internist doctor.
Me and my dear felt a relief because everything went well. Though, waiting for the other doctor to attend to my dad was such a bump. Gosh, i was so tired and so were my dear. He went to get some breakfast, while i've waited for the doctor to come.
To make the matter worst, the blood test showed that my dad trombosit was below normal, thus he have to stay until it went up to normal.
After a couple of minutes waiting on the doctor to prepared to examined my dad, she came up to me and asked whether i want my dad wound to be treated by plastic surgery doctor or herself, i said it better if the plastic surgery doctor can attend to my dad wound. Then the nurse called the plastic surgent and asked if she could come in, or she wants to be pick up considering it was still early in the morning.
While waiting for the plastic surgent to be picked up, my dad was undergo some x-ray for his back problem, and a ct-scan for her head, in case something happen when he fell down.
The procedure took quiet a while, so i take care the administration and book a room for my dad. By the time my dad had finished all his x-ray and ct-scan, he was taken back to the emergency room, where the doctor will perform the surgery.
Before the procedure take place, i told the nurse and the doctor that my dad had been sweating all morning, and she said it might be from high sugar level that my dad had.
We waited for nearly an hour at the emergency room, while i called my mom, and message my older brother about what happen. The surgery went well, and the result was good, though the plastic surgeont said she won't keep my dad, and he can go home, as for his back complain and others, we have to wait for other specialist to come and see what happen to my dad. Therefore, they took my dad to normal room, so he can rest while waiting for the internist doctor.
Me and my dear felt a relief because everything went well. Though, waiting for the other doctor to attend to my dad was such a bump. Gosh, i was so tired and so were my dear. He went to get some breakfast, while i've waited for the doctor to come.
To make the matter worst, the blood test showed that my dad trombosit was below normal, thus he have to stay until it went up to normal.
Thursday, May 11, 2006
18 weeks
Yes, i'm now 18 weeks and 1 day pregnant, and i'm so proud of having this bump on my tummy. Eventhough, all my normal pants starting to annoyed me with its tightness and uncomfortable, i love being pregnant. A couple of weeks ago, people wouldn't notice that i am pregnant, coz for my size i would consider my pregnancy to be small. Well, i am a small woman. Till now, people still think im in my early pregnancy (first trimester). :)
My weight still wouldn't go up, though i've eat quiet a lot lately. Since my last visit to the dr, i felt so quilty of not eating the amount of a pregnant woman should eat. But last night when i weight myself on the scale, i'm still on 52 kilos :(.
I am one of the lucky one, who doesn't have morning sickness, with no particular craving except i prefer to eat beef than other meat ( i don't usually eat red meat, never fond of the smell). Although, come to think of it, in the early of january, i was craving for a steak (yes, grilled flame steak) and it was the time when we didn't even know that i was pregnant. All i can remember was i want to try those ABUBA Steak in Cipete, so one saturday night, we drove to that place and found out that there was no parking spot until another 500 meters. So my dear said, no point parked to far away to eat those steak, and we ended up eat steak at Nebraska (which i finished eating those steak within 15 minutes!!).
My weight still wouldn't go up, though i've eat quiet a lot lately. Since my last visit to the dr, i felt so quilty of not eating the amount of a pregnant woman should eat. But last night when i weight myself on the scale, i'm still on 52 kilos :(.
I am one of the lucky one, who doesn't have morning sickness, with no particular craving except i prefer to eat beef than other meat ( i don't usually eat red meat, never fond of the smell). Although, come to think of it, in the early of january, i was craving for a steak (yes, grilled flame steak) and it was the time when we didn't even know that i was pregnant. All i can remember was i want to try those ABUBA Steak in Cipete, so one saturday night, we drove to that place and found out that there was no parking spot until another 500 meters. So my dear said, no point parked to far away to eat those steak, and we ended up eat steak at Nebraska (which i finished eating those steak within 15 minutes!!).
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
a witch
I couldn't believe that it will happen to me again.
A couple of weeks ago, when i was trying to park my car in the basement of our office building, there was a women, who sale some traditional cakes and some fruits, she was telling me not to park near her gourmet, it was too close to her stuff and asked me to move my car to the other side, which was behind the spot i've just parked. So, without arguing with her, i reluctantly drove my car and park behind it, when i was trying to park my car, there was another car took the empty spot i left. And to my surprise, this women who was complaining about me parking there, didn't said or make any comments on the person who drove the car. I was so mad at her, but couldn't say anything. She was so rude.
Today, that scene happen to me again, after trying to avoid parking at that spot for a couple of week. I just couldn't be bother to find another parking spot, and park there. She wasn't there, though she was walking towards me, and was looking at me as I was getting my stuff and locking my door. When i was about to leave, she was calling me and asking me to tuck my rear window in. I was trying to ignore her, and keep walking, although she raise her voice and kept calling me. I said to her my rear windows are broken thus cannot be bent, ohh she then told me to move my car back. I said, no...i won't do that. And just ignoring and leave her. My goodness..The thing was she never ever comment on other people when they parked they car near her. And it is my right to park wherever i want. It is a parking lot indeed.
Gee...i might just call the security and told them about her. This is just annoying.
A couple of weeks ago, when i was trying to park my car in the basement of our office building, there was a women, who sale some traditional cakes and some fruits, she was telling me not to park near her gourmet, it was too close to her stuff and asked me to move my car to the other side, which was behind the spot i've just parked. So, without arguing with her, i reluctantly drove my car and park behind it, when i was trying to park my car, there was another car took the empty spot i left. And to my surprise, this women who was complaining about me parking there, didn't said or make any comments on the person who drove the car. I was so mad at her, but couldn't say anything. She was so rude.
Today, that scene happen to me again, after trying to avoid parking at that spot for a couple of week. I just couldn't be bother to find another parking spot, and park there. She wasn't there, though she was walking towards me, and was looking at me as I was getting my stuff and locking my door. When i was about to leave, she was calling me and asking me to tuck my rear window in. I was trying to ignore her, and keep walking, although she raise her voice and kept calling me. I said to her my rear windows are broken thus cannot be bent, ohh she then told me to move my car back. I said, no...i won't do that. And just ignoring and leave her. My goodness..The thing was she never ever comment on other people when they parked they car near her. And it is my right to park wherever i want. It is a parking lot indeed.
Gee...i might just call the security and told them about her. This is just annoying.
Monday, May 08, 2006
Maide has arrived
Last night, around 8 something, when i was came down from the stairs to get some water, my dear was telling me that my maide was in the carport. I was so shock.
I came to her and asked whats happening? And told her how worried we are, we thought she was adobted by a strangers or a mad man.
It turns out she had a bleeding on friday morning at 4:30, and had to catch a cab to take her to a midwife clinic. She didn't know she was pregnant until the midwife told her she was 3 and a half months pregnant. ( I Couldn't believe she didn't know that while we all already notice her big bump). The midwife said she just had a miscariege and need to have an aborstion. She lost a lot of blood, that's why she has to stay at the clinic until she is ok to go back to work.
Well, i told her to rest for a couple of days, until she is stronger and ready to work again. Thanks God, there's nothing bad happen to her, cuz we were thinking of something bad like kidnapping or even voodoo. :)
I came to her and asked whats happening? And told her how worried we are, we thought she was adobted by a strangers or a mad man.
It turns out she had a bleeding on friday morning at 4:30, and had to catch a cab to take her to a midwife clinic. She didn't know she was pregnant until the midwife told her she was 3 and a half months pregnant. ( I Couldn't believe she didn't know that while we all already notice her big bump). The midwife said she just had a miscariege and need to have an aborstion. She lost a lot of blood, that's why she has to stay at the clinic until she is ok to go back to work.
Well, i told her to rest for a couple of days, until she is stronger and ready to work again. Thanks God, there's nothing bad happen to her, cuz we were thinking of something bad like kidnapping or even voodoo. :)
Sunday, May 07, 2006
missing maide
The strange thing happen on friday morning, as we woke up and prepared our selve to go to the office on friday. Our house was still messy from the day before and there were no sign of our maide. I though that she must gone to the market to buy foods or something, though it wasn't her habit to go to market on that particular hour. Usually she will leave that house after we are all off to work.
As I was at the office, i tried to called my maide relatives which work at yoko's old house. She didn't know anything and wonder whether there was a problem at home with me.I said to her, she didn't bring any of her clothes and might leave in an emergency.
So in instance after my dad had sms me, i went home to help on house things.
I was so exhausted i can't barely talk after doing some cleaning. At around 6ish there was a phone called from her telling that she was in some kind of clinic and needed some money to buy some medicine. So my little brother send someone with the money and told him to get her home. That person came home with the money and said he couldn't find her. I get so angry and said you can't just said you didn't find her, have to find her and asked people where she was. Another man was send to that place to find her, again he came back with the same information, no luck on finding her.
When my dear came back from work, i told him about what happen, and he went to look for her aswell. Though, the information she gave was not clear enough, my dear was looking at all the clinic around my house area. Still no luck. And until today, there is no news from her husband, her auntie, or even her sister. She seems to dissapear from the face of the earth.
As I was at the office, i tried to called my maide relatives which work at yoko's old house. She didn't know anything and wonder whether there was a problem at home with me.I said to her, she didn't bring any of her clothes and might leave in an emergency.
So in instance after my dad had sms me, i went home to help on house things.
I was so exhausted i can't barely talk after doing some cleaning. At around 6ish there was a phone called from her telling that she was in some kind of clinic and needed some money to buy some medicine. So my little brother send someone with the money and told him to get her home. That person came home with the money and said he couldn't find her. I get so angry and said you can't just said you didn't find her, have to find her and asked people where she was. Another man was send to that place to find her, again he came back with the same information, no luck on finding her.
When my dear came back from work, i told him about what happen, and he went to look for her aswell. Though, the information she gave was not clear enough, my dear was looking at all the clinic around my house area. Still no luck. And until today, there is no news from her husband, her auntie, or even her sister. She seems to dissapear from the face of the earth.
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Little one at 17 weeks
There it is, our little one.
Doesn't look very clear though, I've booked an appointment to see another doctor for 3D ultrasound. It scheduled on 18th may. So finger cross, hope that there's no complication on my pregancy.
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
3rd visit to ObGyn
We had our 3rd visit to our doctor this afternoon.
To my surprise i didn't gain weight at all, though i've been eating quiet a lot lately. Feel bad of not gaining the weight that i supposed to be gain, doc said last month i hv to gain 2 kg, now he was just smiling when the nurse said i didn't gain anything since last visit.
Maybe i should eat more of junk food or even drink those pregnancy milk formula.
Well, my dear didn't look very happy though. But the u/s was so amazing, the brains lungs, hearts and spinal bone already there, well formed. I could see the formed nose, when i said wow, this little one had a nice nose, it moves his/her hands towards the nose and touch it. Hehehehe, it looked like he/she hears what i just said about his/hers nose.
I will scanned this new u/s and post it latter.
To my surprise i didn't gain weight at all, though i've been eating quiet a lot lately. Feel bad of not gaining the weight that i supposed to be gain, doc said last month i hv to gain 2 kg, now he was just smiling when the nurse said i didn't gain anything since last visit.
Maybe i should eat more of junk food or even drink those pregnancy milk formula.
Well, my dear didn't look very happy though. But the u/s was so amazing, the brains lungs, hearts and spinal bone already there, well formed. I could see the formed nose, when i said wow, this little one had a nice nose, it moves his/her hands towards the nose and touch it. Hehehehe, it looked like he/she hears what i just said about his/hers nose.
I will scanned this new u/s and post it latter.
Her Condition
Today is the fifth day of her coming back from singapore. Her condition is gradually improved, though still feeling a bit off from the surgery.
My family arrived on friday night, having one and a half hour delay which adds to 8 hours of traveled. The first time i saw my mom i was so in shock, as she was had to be on a wheelchair for some reason. I asked my dad, why did they put her in a wheelchair? He said, because she will get too tired to walk that far from the airplane to the airport carpark. She look so hopeless on that wheelchair, i was so sad to she her like that. My mom, who was so cheerful and so happy, now has to be so skinny and so helpless.
I couldn't say or do anything except kissing and hugged her and holding her hands until we were in the carpark.
My dad said, it will take a couple of months to monitor her health and get her into her former weight or at least put on some weight so that she can look healthier.
It's been hard for everyone in my family, especially my dad, my little brother and my sister who accompanied her to singapore. Although, we will put our best effort to help her recover and puts her into her usual condition. I believe she can get back to her style with a little bit patience. She is a strong woman, and i know that.
My family arrived on friday night, having one and a half hour delay which adds to 8 hours of traveled. The first time i saw my mom i was so in shock, as she was had to be on a wheelchair for some reason. I asked my dad, why did they put her in a wheelchair? He said, because she will get too tired to walk that far from the airplane to the airport carpark. She look so hopeless on that wheelchair, i was so sad to she her like that. My mom, who was so cheerful and so happy, now has to be so skinny and so helpless.
I couldn't say or do anything except kissing and hugged her and holding her hands until we were in the carpark.
My dad said, it will take a couple of months to monitor her health and get her into her former weight or at least put on some weight so that she can look healthier.
It's been hard for everyone in my family, especially my dad, my little brother and my sister who accompanied her to singapore. Although, we will put our best effort to help her recover and puts her into her usual condition. I believe she can get back to her style with a little bit patience. She is a strong woman, and i know that.
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